THen it will be shower time.  Then I think I might redo my nails.  I’ll probably redo my nails.

I really want to go to Target today, but I know its still going to be a mad house.  Decisions, decisions.

and brave the outside world so I can go to the store and get some things for my sick darling.  Oh boy he had better love me.

Its one less thing I have to worry about.

Now if I could just get my anxiety from my job under control I could really get myself back together.

has been crazy since I started this job.  I can’t believe that I haven’t posted anything since I had Jury Duty.

I work about 50 hours a week, leaving me very little spare time, so my life has changed a lot recently.  I’ve gotten rid of some people and gained some other people, learned who is really there for me. 

Here’s to the changes that are coming in the next few months.  All good changes.

was a waste of time.

So I’m going to spend the remainder of the afternoon going over things for my new job and making budget spreadsheets.

But there are things I have to do :/

Maybe it will make me fall asleep faster.

I miss my love, so much :[

Bookshelves.

Having my own bookshelves.  I have so many books and they are scattered around different rooms of the house and in no order and I hate that.  

Now, if I could just find a full time job to help support myself, this could be a reality.  

Sometimes, this feels impossible.

With a million things to accomplish.  I think I’m ready though.  Going in just a tiny bit early.  My next paycheck is going to look AMAZIINGGG.

And its a damn good thing, because I have bills :/